oh Tyler;

24 hours into his coma currently.
i have never been so terrified.
its like living a bad dream.
sitting there holding his hand while he is so gone,
and so not himself. hes so full of life and love.
i miss his smile, and his kisses, and the way he would text me every single morning calling me sunshine.
i want it back so badly.
im horrified. i have never cried this much. why him?
he does not diserve this


he has to make it.
please pray.